most special guy in my life

Falling in love might be a most wonderful thing that happens in our life. However, when it come to break out, we felt nothing just like an empty soul inside our body. We hurt mentally because we never prepared to fall in love and to break up. Sometimes I am wondering should I fall in love, should I face the entire break up thing and lost something that precious in my life. The questions that I have no answer for it. I do not want to fall in love anymore, for this time. All I want to do is focus on my study and achieve my ambition. I don’t care what people might think of me or their perception towards me but I don’t need a guy now. I already have one man in my life, he just so adorable, great man, full with love, understanding, caring and most important thing he just too special for me. He is my dad. I love my dad so much and I don’t know how my life will be if lose him. I already lost someone that I love for the entire life, my mum. Now, my dad just likes a backbone and most of my free time I just want to spend with him. He is my lover and my soul. I just love to let my dad make decision to something that I feel it is important. Some of us might think I am a daddy little girl but yes it just true. I feel safe when my dad make a decision and it not because I am afraid to make it on my own but I just want to share everything with my dad. When it comes to study, my dad is very serious person and he wants his children to focus and achieve our ambitions. Every time I feel tension and useless, all I do is think of my dad and his advices. When I am facing problem, I always remember what he always tell me: to be patience. I want to be a successful person and daughter because of my dad. All my sisters are entering universities and they have their own career. Their successful has given me spirit to move on and be just like them. As my dad always said, I can do it. I wrote this because I just want my dad to know that I love him, and I appreciate everything that he makes for us. Abah, I love you so much and thanks for everything. Love you dad!